I just saw Benjamin Bratton use this phrase on Substack and it really resonated:
I have spend the last month deep in the revised version of The Terraforming, an essay first published in 2019 and now out of print, as I turn it into a 100k word proper book for the Antikythera series with MIT Press. The arguments hold up well and the core thesis around the “paradox of intelligence” works better today than then. It is, however, painful to revisit ideas from so long ago. I feel as though I have years of “idea debt” (provisionally articulated but not properly published concepts) to pay down. To those of you who know the essay, what aspects do you think are most important to foreground in the new version?
I feel this so acutely. 16 years of blogging creates an astonishing amount of ideas debt. Part of my ambivalence about Platform and Agency was that I finally finished it with the intention of paying off some of the idea debt. There was something missing from it as a result. Whereas Generative AI for Academics for all its flaws was real time thinking rather than grappling with the emotional weight of idea debt.
I wondered recently if I’m reading too much. The thought was sparked by the realisation that I’m letting more instances of the ‘feel of an idea’ (the light bulb moment when reading that there’s something I have to say about this, if only I grasp it) pass without acting on them. Does this contribute to idea debt? Or does it avoid it by not doing what Bratton calls the ‘provisional articulation’ which then calls for a more extensive response?
Either way if my developing understanding of the unconscious is accurate then these instances don’t go away. They just metabolise in a different register. I don’t feel my impulse to articulate is compulsive exactly, but it’s constrained a subtle way which I’ve only recently begun to understand. There’s a release in not articulating I’m realising, though obviously I am here articulating that sense of release.
