Where did you go? I would say that to myself often

Where did you go?
I would say that to myself often
Like I was dressing up for a coffin to lie down in
I can't say I know
I was overcome in the distance
I was lost in my own incidents in my mind
Were you calling me from outside of a dream?

I wanna live, I wanna love you a little longer
I was invincible many years ago when I was so much stronger
I wanna smile like a letter from an old friend
My arms are wide as oceans
How I've missed you and feelin' good to be alive