https://markcarrigan.net/2026/09/06/i-was-convinced-there-was-another-sort-of-life-waiting-for-me/Mark Carriganen2026-09-06T09:09:01+00:00I was convinced there was another sort of life waiting for mearcher, writing, psychoanalysis, reflexivity, margaret archer, temporising, waiting, transformational object, Mari Ruti, Deborah Levy